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For sale

Our flat went on sale last week.

Finally, after filling in endless forms and draft brochures going back and forth for revision and correction (you won’t be surprised to learn that I couldn’t resist editing the English translation), the flat went on the market on Friday. We’d had the for sale sign propped up on the windowsill for more than a week but until it went up on the outside of the building it wouldn’t be real.

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By Monday, the first viewing had taken place and another 5 people were clamouring for appointments.

Over here, unlike in the UK, the owner is advised to make themselves scarce when prospective buyers turn up. So we went out in the rain to while away an hour or so and get ourselves some lunch. We played at being tourists, sitting in the Hard Rock Café and tried not to talk about it, tried not to even think that the first set of viewings would yield any interest. It’s a really strange feeling to know that people are in your home, assessing it, making decisions about it, yet there is nothing you can do to influence the outcomes, and you have no idea how it’s going. Will the agent remember to show them the roof garden (when I first saw the flat, he forgot it existed?. Will he remember to turn on the kitchen lights, and emphasise that the messy floor in the entrance hall will be repaired as soon as the building insurers pay up?

We wandered home slowly, knowing the agent would phone, but not even talking about it, not admitting that we hoped smething would happen before we leave Amsterdam at the end of this week. Realistically, we knew it wouldn’t but that doesn’t stop hope creeping in. But as we rounded the corner and saw the for sale sign, tacked on the window, we knew that at least it was real.

Amazingly, by 5 pm we had one firm offer and another possible. By noon the next day, less than 24 hours after that sign went up, the sale was agreed.

Now the zone of calm I’ve been living is has been pierced by a wheel of action and there is so much to arrange. Yesterday we had get our names off the Amsterdam register, giving us proof that we are leaving the country so that our health insurance and internet connection will be cancelled (everyone else took our word for it). Today the removal company arrives to poke aorund and quote for the removal. There are inventories and lists to make, packing to start, and my work leaving party this evening.

There are still some friends to meet one last time to say goodbye. So much to do, but things are moving fast.

The end/ The Start

I quit my job. I don’t officially finish until the end of the month, but my last working day was the 9th May.

I worked there for 7 years, and while I was there I learnt almost everything I know about the internet, though I did most of my learning in my spare time.

It’s been a rough ride over the years. Working for NGOs, it’s always like that - even more so in campaigning ones. There were victories to be celebrated, defeats to be taken in our stride. There is always shortage. Never enough time, never enough funding. But working there, everyone agrees, feels like family - sometimes you fight, but in bad times people pull together. And nothing can beat the feeling when something goes your way. My last act at work was to help with a campaign for the release of a disappeared Colombian environmentalist. I heard a couple of days ago that he’s back with his family. I can’t tell you how that made me feel.

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I should be sad that I’m leaving, but I don’t believe in regret. There’s no time for sadness when there are 2 homes to be sold and 40 brochures from estate agents to go through. In the following week I saw 15 houses in 3 days, and woke up dreaming of en suites, conservatories and breakfast kitchens (more of that soon).

But here I set up my camera and took a moment to just be: to be happy for the past and dream about the future. Knowing that moment wouldn’t last long, the future is upon me and it will soon be time to get moving.